entry one

Well, today was interesting. My geandmother is getting worse. she has a bad case of amnesia. she doesn't think she lives here where she has lived for 60 years. she doesn't know she lives with me, my brother Austin, my mom Julie. I feel verry bad. I think she will leave us soon.

Me and Nelly (my girlfriend) are fantastic I have a secret for her sat. I am going to take her to one of her favorite places. i won't say because I don't know who can read this. God I love her. she is my love, my life, mi amor, corazon i don't know what i would do without her. she lets me be me. the crazy, loving, wild man you will all one day know. i am trying to get out of my shell as it were. she is a big help

I am still looking for a band. I had try outs today but no luck. no talant or anything i was looking for. oh well, life goes on.

I am still looking for a job. I hope i get this on. It is a greeter position in a foundation that helps keep music in our schools. not onlythat, it pays $600 to $5,000+. not bad for a first job.